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he met her.. she was ok and he liked her.. they were both free and longing for that feeling that once embraced and gave warmth to their lives.. he picked his spots and maximized the chances.. going out of his way he tried to reached out.. she did not make it that hard.. nobody knows though if she liked him too.. no one will anymore..

things were going great between them.. and he enjoyed the moments he had with her.. he didnt want to go back to his life.. there was nothing to go back to.. things wer falling apart.. and he cud do nothing to stop it..

the moment came.. wer he cud finally tell her.. wer he cud finally take her.. he wanted to.. he waited so long for this.. but he cudnt.. no matter how much he willed it, he just cudnt.. he cant offer her sum1 who’s broken and worse unworthy.. he told her nothing.. not even the pain he feels.. pathetic.. he let the chance pass thinking there wud come another..

the chance did not come.. but someone else did.. sum1 who cared for him and understood the pain without having him to tell her.. she took him.. in her arms.. he found a new world being built..

and now they are together.. in a bond seemingly unbreakable.. but there are times.. that he looks back.. on what could have been.. wud he be happier.. being with the dream girl, who had just been a dream during the darkest moment of his life.. or is this real hapiness.. being with sum1, who walked with him through that darkness..

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