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stupidity is something i never admited, even to myself.. but come to think of it.. if i wasnt stupid or dumb at a certain degree, there wouldn’t be any room left for learning.. this realization just came to me.. in the middle of my ever growing arrogance of being smart, intelligent and wise.. i just have been humbled.. for real.. i can see myself changing at a pace that scares me.. at a pace i have never matched.. at a road i never walked.. i tried to embrace every moment of living.. now, i seem to be losing everything i held close.. redefinition have definitely been redifined in my dictionary.. and i am now gone.. two minutes until my time here in this computer shop expires

today is the last day ng freshmen enrollment sa UP.. wud u still believe na im still working sa reg inspite all the color from last summer.. haha.. met new friends.. and some dun sa old ones, natanggal sila sa work.. well, they had better things to do and better places to go through.. ako d2 pa rin.. working, doing as much as i can..

life pretty much is surprising.. just wen uve realized u want or love something tsaka na lng mawawala sau (hindi ito luv lyf ha).. or kapag ndi mo kailangan, na sau.. tapos ung nail cutter na kailangan kong gamitin ngaun, dalawang linggo ko ng hindi makita.. yoko naman humiram.. hay.. san ko ba nailagay un

love.. it isnt a choice between two, or between five, or between ten, or between variety.. there is this one person na tamang tama para sau.. hindi xa destined para sau kaya be alert.. baka ud end up with the 2nd best

org.. ok lng kahit wala akong gf.. may up jpia naman ako

acads.. ooohhhh.. malalaman natin by the end ng summer.. hahaha

family.. errr.. mas matangkad na sakin talaga ung younger brother ko

chess.. nationals na sa last week ng may..

politics.. let the pigs wallow in the mud

bakit ako nandito ngaun.. dahil di ko pa trips umuwi.. gusto ko gumimik.. got money pero may org work bukas kaya ung mga friends ko ay umuwi na para magpahinga.. kakasweldo ko pa naman